apoptografia apoptoxin

seseorang mengingatkan ku akan lagu ini..
ketika aku mendengar lagi lagu ini dan ku baca liriknya baik2, aku menangis..
aku teringat kembali kenangan-kenangan indah ku bersama Glend yang begitu indah..
aku merasa lagu ini sangat mewakili bagaimana perasaan ku padanya..
aku ingin dia tahu bagaimana perasaan ku yang sebenarnya..
lagu ini menjadi sangat tepat juga karena bagi ku "there is no tomorrow for us", kesempatan itu sudah ku berikan tiga kali padanya tetapi tiga kesempatan itu ia pakai untuk menyakiti hati ku berulang-ulang, menduakan ku dengan perempuan lain, bahkan meninggalkan ku tepat di saat aku sangat membutuhkannya..
segalanya telah ku berikan pada nya, hanya untuk dia bahkan sampai tak ada ampas untuk diri ku, bagi ku selamanya cuma ada dia di hati ku, kisah cinta ku berakhir bersamaan dengan berakhrnya hubungan pacaran kita..
terima kasih untuk semuanya Glend Jonathan Papilaya..
selamat tinggal untuk selamanya bogo ku..



"If Tomorrow Never Comes"
(dengan perubahan she jadi he, her jadi him)

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch him sleeping
He's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would he ever doubt the way I feel
About him in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will he know how much I loved him
Did I try in every way to show him every day
That he's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And he must face this world without me
Is the love I gave him in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much he means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell him how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will he know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show him every day
That he's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And he must face this world without me
Is the love I gave him in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

(sumber: azlyrics.com)